So much happens in a moment; so many things occur. One moment holds infant possibilities and seems to pass us by as if it were nothing, leading us into the second moment, and then the third, and finally on into that black unknown. I take these moments for granted not ever thinking about how much energy goes into their creation. We create these moments. You create mine and I create yours. Without each other these moments mean nothing, without everyone there would be no moments. It's something quite beautiful in the way it all works, something wondering and pause creating. Something that has both the possibilities of leading us on into our lives, our make us take a step back, silently gaze outward, and be, live, excite and feel this place.
This is where my path has taken me. I have spent some time looking outward in silence with the moment. I'm not sure what I've learned so far, but it will come in time. I don't really know if I'm suppose to know yet. I know I'll get up in the morning, I'll put my pants on, go to work for a time, then maybe think some more, scratch some more notes down in the comp book. Nothing will come of it, at least in the moment of tomorrow, but that is such a small scale perspective. The long term is what I'm aiming for, and when that knowledge comes, those days scratching in the comp book will be worth it all. Things feel close but just not there yet. I'll keep making my marks in the paper and keep working towards it all, a smile on my face, and enjoying the moment for what it is - life.
This is just the start here....a week or so in...so the journey continues...full of moments leading into the next.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
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